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Ahhhh .. Now I Know!

I was always excited when i saw a pattern of blog readers coming from the States, especially from California. The pattern was like weekly occurrence. My thought was, "Mat Salleh mana la yang gemar sangat nak baca blog aku nih ...", or could it be my long lost friend whom now is a PR in California? Then suddenly, using my my always rational judgement *ehem* .. the true fact is *jeng jeng jeng* .. my dedicated reader is in FACT .. Mr Google himself!! Yes, Mr Google the Web Crawler lives in Mountain View, CA. p/s: I always thought i have "peminat setia" in CA *frust*  :-) .n.g.

This Blog Is Depressing?

Kind of funny because a reader pointed out that my blog is kind of depressing. Indeed i didn't realize it until yesterday. Ok, i will make it more interesting,up beating and joyous in 2010. But it is a good and constructive comment though :). regards,   .n.g.

SE7EN

i just love 7 .. and 7 is somehow very close to me .. It takes 7 days to forget someone or something It takes 7 days to start looking for someone or something new It takes 7 days to break someone's heart It takes 7 days to charm someone It takes 7 days for someone to miss u It takes 7 days for someone to realize that u are not around It takes 7 days for someone to be mad at u It takes 7 days for someone to forgive It takes 7 days for someone to come back to u It takes 7 days for someone to realized, he/she is NOT the ONE! and just another 7 days to a new decade .n.g.

The Devil Inside

Waahhh .. sound like a title of new movie .. except it is not. It is just another 10 days before the new year and i do annually recap back what had happened in the past years. Just like a bad VCR (OK i know some of you belum lahir masa technology VCR menjadi kegilaan in early 80's), my rewind tape had gone back to as old as mid 90s. Gosh, how i was stupid (and not wise) at that time and naive, ie lurus bendul. Today, i have learned that for every relationship, whether it is good or bad ones, there will always be a third person, literally a person who acts as a devil. And this devil acts in a such way because .. he's a devil. Let's flashback to those years. (waahh mcm hari in dlm sejarah (80's program on TV1 also)) 1995, Leeds, UK - I had a gf who lived across the road .. we were neighbours. One day she told me she wanted to meet a male friend in Manchester that she met on IRC (oh sape2 yg tak tahu pasal IRC go check on WIKI). I was so lurus bendul to let her go there s...

Ego of a Man

Malik called me around 7pm and said "Ayah, can you buy me chocolate milk 'coz we don't have it here". I almost wanted to say to him that he could've asked the aunties to buy for him. Instead, as a good father (ehem) i said, "I will come and see you tomorrow and get you the chocolate milk as well". He hanged up and then i realized, he didn't call me because he wanted the chocolate milk, but because he missed me! Chocolate milk was just an excuse to call me and meeting me tomorrow. It seems that my son has started to show the sign of an ego as a man. A so much needed ego in every man ;-). A man will not normally tell a friend if he misses a friend especially a female friend. Sentences like "Jom lepak kat mamak for ..." and "Are you free for makan sedap?" are somehow rather how a man expresses his true feeling. Why is it so difficult for a man to express his feeling? One main reason is the awkwardness of knowing the other frien...

Happy Birthday

Though we do not live under the same roof, you are very much close to my heart. And i know you are not a big fan of my blog, and have not even dropped by here, i still write this for you. Happy Birthday Norli Marwyne! .n.g. 12:07am 16-12-09

We Are Not Here!

If you are here to read Segala Teori by Nazim Ab Ghani, then we are not here at the moment. It is the utmost important for the owner of this blog to pulled off the plug until further notice. Please come and visit us very soon. Renung2kan dan selamat beramal! p/s: Bukan merajuk :) .n.g.