Segala Teori

It took me so long to realize that this song is about how women should leave their bf/lovers or whatsoever when they are being abused. MCR includes so many of tragedy in their songs, as Welcome to the Black Parade talks about the 9/11. These phrases say it all: Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating But baby when they knock you Down and out It's where you oughta stay And after all the blood that you still owe Another dollar's just another blow So fix your eyes and get up Better get up While you can

I almost forgot how delicious, juicy, succulent a durian can be. Enjoying 'alone' probably is a way to go. For a RM10 per kg, u can taste something "almost-heavenly" fruit u can get. Next try, it's gonna be D88. Must be quick before the season ends. How come it tasted differently today??! .n.g.

Everyone needs their own privacy. It is the only time we can think of our self, our own problem, our own road ahead ... our own recovery, from hardship, heartache or even success story. Funny, I had not heard anyone ever said they had never been battered. I had never heard they were always at ease. I guess hardship is the way to live our life. It is how we get stronger everyday. Myself, need to learn to let go the past, and even sometimes friends that i dear the most. It is how the world works. Something good will not last forever. Something bad, will not last forever either. The End. .n.g.

It was 1pm on the 9th of October 2005. It was Ramadhan and i need to send Malik back home because we have been waiting in the labour room for like 2 hours now. Well, i was there before when Malik was born and it took more than 4 hours before he showed his head. So i decided to go home and put my head down for just a few minutes before zuhur prayer. Then the phone rang, it was Lolo's voice, "Eh Nini nak beranak dah nih!!". I rushed back to Pantai Hospital and when i arrived, i see smilling faces but where's the baby? Was it still in there (perut lah)? My mom in-law quickly said, "pegi tengok kat luar tu, dia tgk bersihkan". There he was. Before i could quickly check the fingers, he smiled with 2 dimples! so prominent that i could not stop laughing! Then i took him and azan on the right side of his ear. I am still searching for the first day photos that we took that day. I lost my handphone and not sure if they are still somewhere on one of the backup CDs....

You wouldn't know how close you are to rocket science until you could figure out that you can just simply stuck a steel hanger to the back of a TV and get such an excellent reception. I, on the other hand, had proved that rocket science is what we are made of from our day to day experience. I guess people at NASA had tried using paper clips, stapler bullets, coins and whatnot (eerr, borrowed writing style from someone here ;-)) in order to boost the signal on their space shuttle. What make me sad about the mentality of our Malaysian is that they have always undermined the magic of simple solution. Rest assured, project "creep" is based on paper clips, stapler bullets, coins and whatnot (oh not again ... ish i could be summoned for this!!). .n.g.