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Ahhhh .. Now I Know!

I was always excited when i saw a pattern of blog readers coming from the States, especially from California. The pattern was like weekly occurrence. My thought was, "Mat Salleh mana la yang gemar sangat nak baca blog aku nih ...", or could it be my long lost friend whom now is a PR in California? Then suddenly, using my my always rational judgement *ehem* .. the true fact is *jeng jeng jeng* .. my dedicated reader is in FACT .. Mr Google himself!! Yes, Mr Google the Web Crawler lives in Mountain View, CA. p/s: I always thought i have "peminat setia" in CA *frust*  :-) .n.g.

This Blog Is Depressing?

Kind of funny because a reader pointed out that my blog is kind of depressing. Indeed i didn't realize it until yesterday. Ok, i will make it more interesting,up beating and joyous in 2010. But it is a good and constructive comment though :). regards,   .n.g.

SE7EN

i just love 7 .. and 7 is somehow very close to me .. It takes 7 days to forget someone or something It takes 7 days to start looking for someone or something new It takes 7 days to break someone's heart It takes 7 days to charm someone It takes 7 days for someone to miss u It takes 7 days for someone to realize that u are not around It takes 7 days for someone to be mad at u It takes 7 days for someone to forgive It takes 7 days for someone to come back to u It takes 7 days for someone to realized, he/she is NOT the ONE! and just another 7 days to a new decade .n.g.

The Devil Inside

Waahhh .. sound like a title of new movie .. except it is not. It is just another 10 days before the new year and i do annually recap back what had happened in the past years. Just like a bad VCR (OK i know some of you belum lahir masa technology VCR menjadi kegilaan in early 80's), my rewind tape had gone back to as old as mid 90s. Gosh, how i was stupid (and not wise) at that time and naive, ie lurus bendul. Today, i have learned that for every relationship, whether it is good or bad ones, there will always be a third person, literally a person who acts as a devil. And this devil acts in a such way because .. he's a devil. Let's flashback to those years. (waahh mcm hari in dlm sejarah (80's program on TV1 also)) 1995, Leeds, UK - I had a gf who lived across the road .. we were neighbours. One day she told me she wanted to meet a male friend in Manchester that she met on IRC (oh sape2 yg tak tahu pasal IRC go check on WIKI). I was so lurus bendul to let her go there s

Ego of a Man

Malik called me around 7pm and said "Ayah, can you buy me chocolate milk 'coz we don't have it here". I almost wanted to say to him that he could've asked the aunties to buy for him. Instead, as a good father (ehem) i said, "I will come and see you tomorrow and get you the chocolate milk as well". He hanged up and then i realized, he didn't call me because he wanted the chocolate milk, but because he missed me! Chocolate milk was just an excuse to call me and meeting me tomorrow. It seems that my son has started to show the sign of an ego as a man. A so much needed ego in every man ;-). A man will not normally tell a friend if he misses a friend especially a female friend. Sentences like "Jom lepak kat mamak for ..." and "Are you free for makan sedap?" are somehow rather how a man expresses his true feeling. Why is it so difficult for a man to express his feeling? One main reason is the awkwardness of knowing the other frien

Happy Birthday

Though we do not live under the same roof, you are very much close to my heart. And i know you are not a big fan of my blog, and have not even dropped by here, i still write this for you. Happy Birthday Norli Marwyne! .n.g. 12:07am 16-12-09

We Are Not Here!

If you are here to read Segala Teori by Nazim Ab Ghani, then we are not here at the moment. It is the utmost important for the owner of this blog to pulled off the plug until further notice. Please come and visit us very soon. Renung2kan dan selamat beramal! p/s: Bukan merajuk :) .n.g.

I've Got the Answer

Finally I can rest this one particular theory that I have for years in peace. It turned out very true, indeed. "We want something so badly because we know we would never have it." There you go. So now I have the answer, I am not confused anymore. I will sleep well tonight I hope. .n.g. 12:17am

My Untitled Rojak

I cant sleep until late morning. I took care of Luqman last night; while Malik and the baby were with the mom. So ini lah hasilnya. Chapter 1 Hari ni terasa nak tulis dlm bahasa rojak, so tak yah susah2 nak pikir pasal ayat2 cantik dan betul. kasi bantai je. Now nampaknya dah ramai yg dtg check blog yg tak seberapa ni .. but i guess some of them are regulars based on the patterns. My blog had reached 1000 visitors this week. So it was a personal achievement to me. Chapter 2 I am now reluctant to give any advice to anyone, not just yesterday, but for the last couple of months to few friends. My rationale, i could give advice to ppl but i couldn't even advice myself. And even yesterday, my mouth said something but my heart say something else. This unparalleled action felt so weird. i don't want to face that again by giving advice to anyone. it felt so weird. Mungkin lepas ni i bagi advice as in needed basis je .. boleh ke? Chapter 3 Some people think i spend so much t

How to Name a Baby

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If you think once the baby is born and you can take a deep breath, think again!! Finding a name for a new baby is as much as stressfull. You can do the easy way; combine your name with your spouse's name; use your grand father or grand mother's name, your good looking neighbour's name or even your boss's name (kiss ass baik punya :-)). But never never; use your ex-bf/gf, ex-fiancee or ex-husband/wife's name. No, never! Also, never use your regular postman's name either. The husband may suspect something fishy, yikes!! You can start finding the names now if you are single or married with no child. Why stress yourself after the baby is born? Renung2kan dan selamat beramal!! .n.g.

Babybot Has Landed

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I was sitting inside the Masjid for the Friday prayer, and my neck feel stiff, a sign of stress. I didn’t have much work at the office, so it couldn’t be that. My wife called at 5pm saying that she just had an appointment with the O&G doctor, and she said everything was fine. She stressed that her due date would be around 17th December. I always felt that it would be in the first week of December. She went back to her parent’s house and I as usual, went back to our house in Denai Alam. So I told her to give me a call if anything happened. It was 8pm when I received a missed call, and I return the call to the parent’s house, thinking she would be there. Then Lolo (my sister in-law) said, “She’s gone to the hospital, hurry!” So I rushed to Selangor Medical Centre, arrived there within 10 minutes. Went straight to the labour room and I said “I knew it it’s gonna be today!”. So I was there besides her all the way, except when I went to the mamak for my dinner because I knew it’s

Missing: Update

It is the most terrorizing experience for any parents to endure when a child is missing. Being a father myself, i pray that this will nerver ever happen to us. The missing girl was finally found waiting in a car, while the alleged kidnapper was having dinner at a stall with an accomplice. I was told that the girl befriended with this 21 year old man 3 days prior to incident through the Internet. The man asked her out and she obliged. She has bruises on her face when was found, probably sustained as she refused to any physical contact with the man. Luckily there was no sign of any sexual abuse. The police was quick to respond on the situation. The man was nabbed and remanded. As the girl is still underage, he will get severe punishment for the crime. Though probably the man was just having fun, it was no fun to the family. .n.g.

Missing

One of our colleague's daughter has been missing for more than 24 hours and a police report has been made this morning. She is 14 years old. May Allah help her and the familly. All my prayers to you Suria. .n.g.

December

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Here come December. Holiday Season. End of the year, and New Year. And i will be a year older. This was the best time to watch movies as i remembered. Sleepless in Seattle, December 93 in Leeds. A movie spans from Thanks Giving, Xmas and New Year. A movie that i remember so much because of the immaculate sound tracks. Exactly after Christmas 93, i went to NYC, Syracuse and Boston. And i went to see the Empire State Building with my own eyes as portrayed in the movie. It could be fun if i can scan some of those photos and post them here. We didn't have digital camera back then. Park View, Leeds Dec 93 - Oh dear, i look funny with long hair and big glasses!! p/s: Because of Facebook, we are still in touch! p/s2: In this picture, is my wife's school mate, Yatie Long. At that  time i have no idea who would i be married to. Rupa2 school mate jiran sebelah .. hahahah .n.g.